Monday, March 22, 2010

A summary of my recent life

Lol...It's been a long time since I last post sth on this blog and lots has happened since then.

I have finished my exam and I manage to get a 1st class although the result was worse than expected. Maybe I might need to skip less lectures and finish my coursework earlier.

Other than that, I just been through my second kungfu grading. The 2nd grading was awesome as again I stayed throughout the whole grading, and able to watch higher level belt students sparring. It was exciting and breathtaking.

I performed for the first time in London although it just for a small event. But still, it feels really different, performing outside of Malaysia. After the performance, I feel that I still got much to improve, I still got a long way to my very own guzheng concert.

I fell sick for the past 2 days. It has been a terrible experience, gruesome I would say. I had fever, intense headache (like the brain is crushed by an invisible hand), cough, sore throat and also fatigue. But I think I'm recovering quite well after a few days of continuous sleep.

Easter holiday is just around the corner but I dont really anticipate the coming of the holiday. Everyone will be off for holiday and so by then, I will be alone in the hall. So what's my plan for Easter? I have no idea at all.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Exams....

Exams coming and I have been slacking a lot lately....
I become bedphillic, grey's anatomy-addicted, always in low energy state....
Go away laziness.....
I need to study....
CONCENTRATE AND STUDY HARD.....
Birthday coming too...I'm going to be freaking 21.... OMG..What have I accomplished in the past 21 year? Looks like I'm going to spend my last few days as a 20 years old studying..

Haha...
Well that's for now. I have kungfu training tonight, excited.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

叶子

叶子("蔷薇之恋"片尾曲)阿桑
作曲:陈晓娟 作词:陈晓娟 编曲:洪筠慧
叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停
也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

做功课时听到了这首歌,刚好描写了我的心情.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

游子的辛酸

第一次离开家那么久,不知不觉就想起了家的温暖,怀念家乡的热情.
离乡背井是很多人的梦想,也包括我在内.
但在一个人生地不熟的异乡,有是受到的委屈及辛酸都得往内心吞下.
身为长子及想当一个堂堂正正的男子汉,便会不想把所受的委屈告诉给家人听,害怕父母操心.
但有时还是很想当个小孩子把心中不舒服的全发泄给父母亲,说了又但心他们过分操心便假装没事,硬硬撑下去.
在伦敦这漫长的三个月里经历了无数的酸甜苦辣,被最信任的人背叛及抛弃,就不知不觉掉入人生的最低潮,一个难以爬出的谷底.一直以来以为你最相信的人是可以永远地依靠,永远可以信任的.但事实并非如想象中那么的完美.
我真希望有个知己能够分享一切的酸甜苦辣,以让心中所承担的发泄出来.