Officially locked....

Well finally....

Lets celebrate the "privatization" of my blog..

But wait till weekends, I will post some updates because I'm going to practise my guzheng tonight...So wont have time for blogging yet...

I promise sth new soon

Apart from being LAZY due to the cold weather which draws me to deep hibernation everyday, I'm quite busy with my kungfu training and also my guzheng lesson....
Well those are excuses for me being lazy....
I'm living an awesome life now despite the fact that I usually do stuff alone.
Well what to do? Life is always imperfect but it will be perfect from some point of view. So I decided to look on the bright side of the picture. For example, I got to learn guzheng from a true master in London because even in my wildest dream, I dint dream of learning guzheng in London especially in my first year. Lucky I guess.

FYI, my guzheng teacher is Mdm (I guess because she's married already) Zhu Xiao Meng朱小萌. She is a fantastic teacher whom I hope to learn lots from. As I dont have a guzheng in London, I'm forced to rent a small guzheng from the chinese community centre for 30 pounds a month. The guzheng was terrible as it's smaller than standard size, the sound cannot come out nicely especially the lower sound part. I wanted to buy a guzheng asap even turn to the resort that I would normally avoid, buying online. Buying musical instruments online is not a safe option as you cant feel the instruments, you cant hear the sound it produce. Upon hearing my dilemma, my teacher lend me her guzheng so that I can practice on it and offer to help me find a 2nd hand guzheng. The guzheng belongs to my teacher and the sound was superb. Even though she barely know me for just 1 month, she entrusted her guzheng to me.....

Well that's enough for now. You all will hear from me soon after I officially lock my blog....Cheers

Hey need ur email address

I plan to lock my blog in this few days and I think some of you have even receive an invitation to view the blog.
However the problem I'm facing now is I dont have all the email of all the person I want to invite. So please leave ur email here... It will be safe as the blog will not be viewed by anyone other than the people I invited.
Anyway you can also email me via my email address aylwin89@hotmail.com

Hey going to lock my blog soon

I'm planning to turn my blog private, only for invited readers. So to get invited please leave a comment here. I will include readers who have previously leave comment for me...
Why? I want to turn this blog into my personal e-diary and will be only accessible to certain individuals.
Thanks for ur support.

Help.....

Help.....

Lots of questions waiting to be solved. Lots of obstacles queueing up in front of the journey.

My body don't seem to be able to take it.
I vomited twice this morning. And everyday after breakfast, I feel like vomiting and few days in a week, I vomit... It's an awful feeling....

The weather is getting really chilly. Your face feel like freezing and it's just the beginning of Autumn?

Haiz.....

Who to move in with?

ARRRRRRRRRR.....

This is really bothering me.... I recovering from my illness but I'm not completely out of the virus/bacteria grasp yet. And this question really took a heavy toll on my health, mentally and physically.

I know now you cant really rely on anyone.

But I really have no idea who I want to move in with.

I dont have much friends in London and I dont really make friends that easily. I have no idea who to turn to? All my true friends are just far far away.

Hey someone you move in will be someone you need to live with for 3 years. It really feel like short time marriage minus the wedding rings but how to choose?

But I dont think I have the liberty to choose anyway. I dont have any choice....

I'm worried that I might be the one whom JPA officer told us before we left Malaysia, someone who are forced to return back to Malaysia due to nervous breakdown....But I cant find the energy to continue in this cold unfamiliar metropolitan I just want to be back home....